For the rest of my life, Insya Allah

I met someone 15 years ago, I remember quite well how we met. In fact if I close my eyes and shift back to the moments in past I can actually remember everything right from what he was wearing. It all started with a simple genuine smile, a little nod as a courtesy gesture, how he introduced himself and vice versa, we exchange talks on common ground and the rest is history when the young heart of mine melt into his.

Little that I know, that simple guy in front of me back than will be someone very much important in my entire life. For the past 15 years I must say I’m becoming him and he becoming me. We assimilate quite well and the new assimilation is now growing well in our little family. I wonder at times whose values prevail than the other, but I know we try to be a better person for each and every day that passes by.

No other word could describe how I love and care for him, for that I know on a special day like yesterday I could only thank Allah for sending him to me and to his parents for bringing him up to be a person he is today, and to my own parents for their blessing in our marriage.

Happy 33th Birthday Dear Husband, My prayer will always be with you for the rest of my life. Insya Allah.

P/s : Hidup Harus Sentiasa Bersangka Baik Pada Allah…

Seharian Bersama Dia

I realized I’ve not been blogging about Cinta Hati for quite sometimes..hehe.

Mostly my writing is about my little one or my life in between. Well CH has always been there only that he’s existence has become so unified with me that blogging about him

is no longer a priority...heheh..lallalla!

Anyway, we’ve been so busy with our life especially with work matters that we
purposely take a time off from the office and our little one ( sekali sekala Ibu & Ayah
kena date berdua ye Sayang ) just to enjoy each other company :)

Some are pictures that we took to capture those meaningful moments. 

This coming May …14 years Insyallah and still going strong.

{Ya Allah, pelihara insan ini yang cukup bermakna dalam hidup aku. Kurniakan dia dengan kebahagiaan dunia, kerahmatan dan keampunan akhirat. Tingkatkan Iman & Takwa dalam dirinya. Agar dia menjadi seorang anak, suami dan ayah yg soleh di dunia dan akhirat jua. Amin}                                                         

My Macho  Huggable Man. Wii!

 

Us :)

My lovely romantic mengada look...hehe

Our lunch yg terlebih lazat.

   Terbaik la!

 We enjoy best when it come's to interior house thingy! Dari dulu sampai la la ni :)

His favourite stop. Not mine!

 Bowling instead of Movie ...ahaks!

Pemenangnya ! Haruslah dia.

Heaven!

Both a coffee addict lover.

Dream Home

SERENE KIARA RESIDENCE - Kamu membuat mimpi itu indah

Dan bermimpi lah aku, kerana bermimpi tidak memerlukan masa dan tidak terbuang wang ringgit. Dan bermimpi lagi aku kerana mimpi itu satu keperluan. Dan bermimpi lagi aku kerana mimpi mencipta peluang.

Dear readers, I don't do this often ( I mean dreaming beyond what my money can buy for the next 100 years) but looking at this place I can't stop dreaming to own a place like this. I fell in love with the design, Classic Elegant with a minimal modern touch. I mean just look at it, so majestic, yet so humble in style. So simple yet so beautiful.

By far, this is the best design for Bungalow in Kuala Lumpur. Ohh yang sebelum-sebelum ini kamu saya tidak pandang dah :) sebab berangan kan ...hehe.

P/s : Beruntung sungguh bagi mereka yang punya duit, org macam saya cuma boleh tumpang tgk gmbr2 kat gallery je. Tapi takpe, rezeki Allah yang tentukan. Saya bersyukur dengan dunia kecil saya di Armanee ye :) cuma kamu ye kamu yg gmbrnya di atas...buat saya terus berMIMPI.........

Puasa Tak Habis Ganti Lagi, Dah...

Entry cum reminder to myself..ahaks.!!

Puasa tak habis ganti lagi, dah sibuk plan nak raya....

Of coz, this year Insya-allah I'll be celebrating my raya with the little one, itu sbb utama kenapa nak excited sgt :)

Ye, mmg betul puasa x sempat ganti lagi, I only managed to ganti 11 days out of 30 days, still a long way to go, but I'm glad with this new role I'm playin alhamdulillah dpt jugak la ganti sikit2. Gastrik sumtimes ada sumtimes hilang, but cabaran nya lebih coz menyusukan Shahzor, haus and letih Ya Amat tiap kali berpuasa. Insya Allah nak cuba berpuasa penuh Ramadhan akan dtg ni. Ya-Allah, mudahkan lah niat hamba mu ini. Oh Gastrik please jgn even tunjuk bayang di Ramadhan ini. Amin.

About raya...yes I know its my 1st time celebrating it as an Ibu to my Little Awesome. Kalau ikut kan hati segala benda nak beli for him, tp igtkan diri sendiri, beli apa yg patut. Bukan apa, raya tahun lepas sgt "down" dgn takde moodnya nak beraya sbb tak puasa, terawih pun ala kadar, solat raya pun tak..semua pun tak la..I'm at the lowest point of health at that time. So this time around my health is all pink and over excited la pulak.......

Apapun, entry ini adalah reminder to myself...NEN jgn OVER...wasadtiah dlm segala Hal...

P/s : This year its gonna be sumthing PEACHY with FRILLS, no beads la..anak I tak selesa nnt. Utk Shahzor pun dah ready. Muahuahaaa!

Anak Ibu

Shahzor Zia, kisah yang tertulis atas nama takdir, atas usaha doa dan tawakkal, atas istiqamah yang bersambungan terus...

5.04 am 25 Jan 2011, Shahzor Zia bin Shahrir bernafas buat pertama kali pertama di muka bumi ini. Kelahirannya disambut dengan kalimah-kalimah suci Allah yang Maha Besar, air mata seorang ibu gugur berterusan bukan kerana sakit yang baru lepas dilalui tapi kerana terlalu bersyukur dengan zuriat dalam dakapan itu. Shahzor Zia anak ibu yang sulung, yang menjadi permintaan dalam setiap bicara ibu bersama yang Esa, yang menjadi harapan dalam hati ibu yang tak pernah terdengar oleh sesiapa, yang menjadi mimpi-mimpi indah dalam lena ibu yang panjang. Shahzor Zia menjadi bukti, kasih Allah itu berkekalan, kasih Allah kasih yang terbaik, Shahzor Zia anak ibu..kau zuriat ku dunia dan akhirat.

Not the best spa treatment?

Ever since I was pregnant, movement has never been that easy for me, yup my body is getting heavier, my balancing is terrible and worst, taking care of myself has never been this difficult...but despite all this I’m really thankful that God has given me the chance of having to feel every little changes that took place for the past 23 weeks in my physical and emotional transformation.

I was complaining a little bit to my dear husband, how I can’t get down to my feet and brush all the dirt, rub my back with scrubs and bath sponge, many more little things that I used to do on my own in the aspect of hygiene care.

So last weekend, who else would have volunteer to take care of me and clean me up in the most caring way if it’s not my dear husband. It was such a funny moments where I stand still like a big polar bear and getting myself ready to be scrubbed and brush by him. He’s doing it dedicatedly and I must say I’m touch by his care for me. Someday if either one of us fall sick or challenge by any physical movement we would have done the same thing for each other. Insya-Allah.

Massage moments it not entirely the best compared to all the experience that has spoiled me into a massage addict, but his willingness to ease my back pain, shoulder pain and all sort of pain due to this pregnancy is highly appreciated ; ) dia buat walaupun rasa macam tak rasa je ;p

Anyhow...I love spending time with him especially at time like this where you will always appreciate an extra hand and of coz a shoulder to support to....

It might not be the best spa treatment, but for me it means the world to me.

Total Price : Love Care Responsibility of a Husband...Priceless

7 August 2010

7 August 2010

I cried tears of happiness and blessed as we enter that place...a place that I never thot I would be able to enter...I feel so thankful for this oppurtunity that God has given us. Alhamdulillah is the only word that I cud utter when tears struck me. Insya-allah many more tears of happiness to come...

For now I feel like singing a song from Maher Zain - for the rest of my life, i'll be with you, i'll stay with you, honest and true, till the end of my time, i'll be loving you.........

Weekend Forever

WEEKEND Day 1 - 6.30 AM. Solat. Laundry Day. House Cleaning Day. Breakfast. Shops. Solat. Lunch with Close Fren ( Ngetop Banget) .Nap. Solat. Hantaran. Solat. Dinner. Movie+Dinner. Solat and Sleep Like A Baby

P/S : My Name is KHAN - this movie is Super Great..nope beyond Great..I cried like Mad, and Laugh like a Monkey..hehe.

WEEKEND Day 2 - 6.30 AM. Solat. Nap. Lunch + Breakfast (Ah-Lan Wasahlan) .Solat. Shops. Makeup Session. Gossips. Shop Till Drop. Night Market. Solat. Cooked Asam Pedas. Solat. Ironing. Dinner. Hantaran. Solat. TV. Sleep Like Tomorrow Is Not a Working Day.

P/S : Guls Day Out is always the best way to spend!

I love my Weekend..yeap I love my 22nd & 23rd of May 2010 - shall we repeat this next month?

Hidup Berwarna-warni……

Sekarang ini aku sedang tersenyum, mengingati 5 hari yg telah berlalu dlm hidup…hari2yg 5 itu cukup mengujakan…penat tp terhibur, letih tapi gembira, semua cukup..itu cukup ini cukup…tak ada yg kurang.

Hidup berwarna –warni…rasa macam selalu tapi tak selalu….yg jelas, semua org suka…suka org kenyang, semua org cantik, semua org puas hati, semua org sayang..semua org lah, tapi mungkin jugak bukan semua..tapi aku semua : )

P/s: This entry is dedicated to my beloved cousin SWMY for the joy and celebration of her wedding
(Solemnization, Reception I, Reception II and Reception III) – I love all the occasion :: ) Boleh ke nak macam ini selalu??

Sedikit Berbeza

Setiap hari sama saja, tiada apa-apa yg luar dari kebiasaan berlaku…tapi hari ini sedikit berbeza, cukup sudah umur mencecah angka 30 puluh tahun..sejenak termenung, rupanya sudah 30 tahun aku hidup di bumi tuhan ini…30 tahun lamanya aku diberi peluang meniti satu perjalanan bernama kehidupan.

Itu buat aku tersenyum, itu jua buat aku risau dan was-was…siapa aku, dimana aku 30 tahun akan datang…sedikit kaget bila mengenang masa depan yang tentunya tiada siapa tahu walau sesaat kemudiannya.

Kata org umur 30 itu kita sudah melangkah kea lam “prime age”…ahha..aku pun sudah mencecah the prime age…aku bahagia tapi biasalah dlm bahagia itu manusia seperti aku tak pernah cukup, sentiasa mencari dan meminta yang lebih…mana ada kehidupan yang lengkap..lengkap itu satu illusion mungkin..kita yg sentiasa melengkapkan dengan sebab…sebab yg dicipta sendiri..jadi aku rasa aku jauh dari lengkap tapi yang penting aku cukup rasa bertuah sepanjang usia ini, dan untuk itu lahir rasa syukur yang tidak ternilai pada yg Esa.

Semalam dlm solat, terfikir apa yg harus aku minta dr yg Esa untuk hadiah kelahiran ku kali ini…namanya pun manusia, byk betul yg bermain di minda…kadang wujud rasa malu sbb terlalu byk meminta dr yg Esa sedang diri tak cukup hebat untuk meminta..tapi aku tahu, aku pasti kalian pun tahu…dengan dia mana ada sempadan, sempadan itu tidak wujud…dia tempat ku mengadu, tempat tenang dlm kesedihan…dia segalanya buat aku..dan dia telah mengurniakan segalanya buat aku…setiap kurniaannya aku pandang dengan syukur walau kadang aku terlalai…aku kan manusia?..alasan…
Maka apa yg ku pinta biarlah antara aku dan dia, sbb aku yakin dia akan takdirkan yg terBAIK dan terHEBAT buat aku…

Apapun, terima kasih pada yg mendoakan aku, yg terus mengucapkan kata2 termanis sebagai teman…
Yang sudi berkongsi rezeki itu pun terima kasih jua, mama dan papa hadiah ku cukup jika kalian hidup sihat & bahagia bersama biar untuk satu tempoh yg lama lg, sbb perjalanan ku masih panjang..kalian sgt aku perlukan…

Untuk yg bernama Cinta Hatiku, aku ingin hadir dlm hidup mu dlm tempoh lebih dari 30 tahun yg datang..Insya-Allah jika diizin yg Esa, biar smp ke akhir hayat ku, sbb kamu jua hadiah terbaik dlm hidupku…

Insyallah dengan izin yg Esa..ini 30 yang diredhai dan diberkati…Amin.

P/s : Rasa rindu pada si kecil Iris Aryan…(maaf ini tiada kena mengena dengan tanggal 4hb Jan 2010) Cuma terbit rasa rindu dan sayang yg sepertinya harus aku luahkan buat zuriat adikku Marlisa…ohh ini jua satu announcement ya…; )

Disember Terindah

Mungkin ini adalah Disember terindah sepanjang hidupku...
Masa yg lama bersama tercinta,
Pergi dan pulang senantiasa bersama,
Cinta yang tak pernah kurang dengan manisnya doa,
Harapan besar memegang gelaran seseorang,
Alunan muzik menghias telinga,
Tempat berteduh yang cukup sempurna buat insan seperti aku,
Rezeki dr Tuhan yang lebih dari mencukupi,
Sinar dan harapan yang tak pernah kurang...
Aku bersyukur dengan nikmat mu Tuhan, walau dlm hati wujud rasa kurang,
Aku insan tak sempurna, dan tak akan pernah sempurna, Aku akur jika itu yang terbaik buat ku...cuma doaku ini kuatkan hati, tabahkan semangat dan waraskan logika, selebihnya aku cukup yakin dengan mu Ya Tuhan...

Disember ini tak mungkin berulang lagi..akan aku nikmati hingga terakhir...ini kenangan Disember terindah, ini nikmat Mu yang tak terbalas, ini hadiah dari Mu Ya Tuhan...untuk aku dan juga dia..kerna dia sehagian dr ku, dan aku sebagian dr nya..dan kami sebagian dr tanda kebesaran mu...........

Durian Feast

It’s that season of the year again. The season with unpleasant smell to some, but a delightful smell to others. For me and CH, it’s the best season of the year, a fiesta that has always been awaited for. Lucky for us, to share the same taste of madness towards this King of Fruits.

Last weekend, after a phone call from an Uncle ( we call him Chulan) who’s in charge of taking care the Durian orchard that belongs to the granddad of CH, we decided to went back to CH hometown and there begins the durian feast of the year.

Welcoming us is the great smell of Pengat Durian, Maksu homemade cooking is always difficult to turn away, and we enjoy the whole big bowl of Pengat Durian with of coz the glutinous rice.

Dinner is served with sambal tempoyak ( mind you the fresh flesh of durian meshed with chillies and anchovies) is a super addicted paste that can keep you wanting more and more…at the end you feel sinful to eat that much..owww…

I thot, that was the only durian feast ( besides that , we were served with continuous fresh durian peel straight from the orchard, the easiness of eating durian in Chulan’s place is like eating chips from a packet of Mister potato ( koyak, seluk and makan) , but breakfast on the next day is a surprise to me..Maksu is mashing the durian flesh with some sugar and flour…ohh and she’s is preparing a durian fritters…nyum2 is was simply delicious…ever wonder the taste with some vanilla ice-cream on top…marvelous!

There goes my weekend, spending time with love one ( accompany him to make him happy), fulfilling my duty and obligation as a wife and nurturing my natural taste bud…yes I’m a Durian addict…

Excited

We are planning for a short gateway..Just the 2 of us, and timing is just perfect coz this 8th May...its our 11 years of being together : ) Syukur , Alhamdullilah to Allah SWT for letting us to be together till today, I know our time may sound immaterial to some, to be honest I dun really care about numbers, as I always believe dat love should be timeless, doesn’t matter how long or how short of a time you know a person if you can click well then it will just do…my case in particular, when I first met him, everything just went well , true there are some obstacles and we still do face some challenging moments together (mana ada hubungan yg sempurna, tp kita cuba untuk berasa selesa dan membuat yg terbaik dlm setiap hubungan kita sesama manusia), but deep inside I just knew he’s my person…and God willing he will always do.

A’way, about this trip…suddenly I fell really funny (that make me wanna blog this), it’s a short drive, short break but my preparation is like we are going there for a month! For God sake, dari semalam dah start packing ok! Huahaha…CH called me in the office this morning, and told me that he’s happy too see the way I get to excited..thehheee…

I was communicating with a friend regarding this trip…and she reminded me to bring all important stuff that I couldn’t live without there…of coz this picture collage is for her! ( Bersungguh2 aku mencari gmbr2 ini dari google ok untuk menunjukkan betapa serius dan excitednya diriku ini tentang ini ;p ). Thanks for the entire suggestion babe!

Ok Avillion…here I come!