it's been almost a week now...
i'm ok, but somehow i sense sumthing is not rite bout this thing..
now start questioning over my comittment towards it..
start to feel teribble about how to react..
start to feel guilty all the time.
and my long kept dream start to question their every rights..
i guess i'm not really okay..
less shud i be happy..
i'm accomodating to this part of life...
half lie, half truth..
half happiness, half sadness
half hope, half dream..
half u and half me...
slowly it start to shows..
i can neva be that person..
i can neva be like her..
though i adore her so very much..
but we are just 2 different individual with 2 different personality...
i accept it just the way it is..( a tiny voice whisper intensely..you can be her...you can be e'thing you wanna be)
aha..yeah rite...with the same basic foundation in education, in upbringing and circle of equality..i can be her...
shud i give it a try...
Answer : I'm not sure yet......
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Friday, November 09, 2007
Time to move on
Finally, there is a light along the hallway.
It’s been a while since I hold this position.
Position that I never imagined that I could handle.
With zero knowledge I start and eventually was able to get a hold of it, which I can consider as good, not very much excellence but it was okay and getting better each coming day.
Although I can feel that the love is slowly blooming,
But deep inside I always knew that this is not what I really want.
I can be good at it, but that’s because I have to,
If I think about it, maybe I’m not pushing to my limits in this position that I hold, and its only because I do not love you in the first place.
I was force to love you and yes I decided long time ago to take you as only a brief destination before I can grew my love to the place it belongs.
Few weeks ago, I met a new place, it’s not technically new since we have met way back then, during my confused state of mind, I guess fate determined that we met again but this time around in a different situations.
You have grew, grew with many colours and talent,
By hearing and observing you, my long lost hope seems to shimmer from every angle I look at , and that makes me happy, at least this time around there is a hope, hope that is possible to amend into reality, at least that what I pray inside.
So to the new position, do well come me with great hopes and opportunity.
To my present position, I tender my farewell to you and do let me depart with blessing.
Fate will once again decide whether we shall encounter in the future ahead.
P/s: I just hope and pray that e’thing will went well. InsyaAllah + Amin.
It’s been a while since I hold this position.
Position that I never imagined that I could handle.
With zero knowledge I start and eventually was able to get a hold of it, which I can consider as good, not very much excellence but it was okay and getting better each coming day.
Although I can feel that the love is slowly blooming,
But deep inside I always knew that this is not what I really want.
I can be good at it, but that’s because I have to,
If I think about it, maybe I’m not pushing to my limits in this position that I hold, and its only because I do not love you in the first place.
I was force to love you and yes I decided long time ago to take you as only a brief destination before I can grew my love to the place it belongs.
Few weeks ago, I met a new place, it’s not technically new since we have met way back then, during my confused state of mind, I guess fate determined that we met again but this time around in a different situations.
You have grew, grew with many colours and talent,
By hearing and observing you, my long lost hope seems to shimmer from every angle I look at , and that makes me happy, at least this time around there is a hope, hope that is possible to amend into reality, at least that what I pray inside.
So to the new position, do well come me with great hopes and opportunity.
To my present position, I tender my farewell to you and do let me depart with blessing.
Fate will once again decide whether we shall encounter in the future ahead.
P/s: I just hope and pray that e’thing will went well. InsyaAllah + Amin.
Friday, November 02, 2007
( I can't Think of a suitable title la )..
Tetiba terasa nak menulis...maka ini hasilnya..
A fren of mine said, org yg sedih suka tulis kisah gembira, org yg gembira suka pulak tulis kisah sedih..sejauh mana kebenaran tu..i leave it to you...
Pagi itu aku bangun dengan penuh rasa syukur, sehari lagi aku diberi peluang mengecapi manisnya hidup ini.....
Ku toleh ke kiri, suami tercinta masik enak tidur..
Satu kucupan yg penuh kasih sayang ku abadikan ke dahinya..
Lantas ku bangun menuju ke kamar mandi dan mengangkat wudhu..
Lalu mengerakkan suami tercinta untuk menunaikan solat subuh berjemaah..
Panjang doa dan wiridnya pagi itu, tak seperti selalu namun aku tekun mendengar dan menadah tangan..
Sesudah mengaminkan doa, aku bingkas bangun mendapatkan tangannya, lantas ku kucup dgn lembut,
Dia rapat menghampiriku..lalu merenung bola mata ku dlm...
"Sayang, abang bersyukur dikurniakan isteri seperti sayang, moga jodoh kita dipanjangkan Allah hendaknya.."
Aku membalas kata2 nya itu dgn senyuman...
Bersiap seala kadar,
Lalu aku lekas turun ke dapur, untuk menyediakan sarapan suami tercinta..
Si kecil molek masih tidur di bilik sebelah..
Pagi itu entah kenapa terasa rajin pula nak memasak ...
Nasi semalam masih ader, lalu menu utama pagi itu nasi goreng dan telur rebus..
kopi o panas kegemaran suami melengkap kan menu pagi itu..
"Amboi, sedap nye bau masakan isteri abang nih.."
"erm rasa dulu..baru boleh puji tau"..balasku..
Segaknya suamiku di pagi ini,
Berkemaja putih berjalur kelabu, dgn cuffling hitam di kiri kanan lengan, berseluar slack hitam gelap,
Lengkap pula dgn bertali leher kotak-kotak warna biru dan kelabu..
Wangian dari Aqua di' Armani menusuk pula ke segenap dirinya..
Dia turun dgn briefcase hitam di sisi..persis seorang ahli korporat yg berjaya..
Terbit rasa bangga tika memandang dia..
Kami berbual kosong tapi entah kenapa aku terasa lain..
Terasa pelik melihat dirinyer yg bercoletah agak lama dr selalu..banyak betul gelak ketawa yg di kongsi di pagi hari itu..
Suratkhabar Utusan yg kuletak disisinya pun tidak di sentuh..
Ah'mungkin tiada urusan penting di pejabat agaknya.. bisik hati kecil ku..jika tidak tentu nak lekas aje..
"Ayah!"....
Si kecik molek turun dgn bantal busuk di usung sekali..
si comel ni, pantang nampak ayahnya, mesti nama itu yg akan disebut selalu..
"Ayah nak g teje ke...Nadira nak itut...nak itut...nak naik kete ayah..."
"meh sini kat ayah sayang", si kecil molek terus berada di dlm dakapan suami ku...
"Ucuk nyer anak ayah ni...budak bucuk tak boleh ikut, kena mandi dulu...tinggal ngan ibu ye sayang, ptg nnt ayah belikan Nadira aiskrim ye..."
si kecil beralih pula ke dakapan ku..
anak kecil itu ku cium bertalu2..sayang anak ibu yg sorang ni..
dlm pelukan ku si kecil terlena semula..
"sayang, bye2 ayah" ..ku gerakkan si kecil..mata bundar nya kembali bersinar..
"ptg nnt ayah beli aiskrim coklat" ye tutur Nadira yg masih pelat ...sama ajer perangai dgn ayahnya..aiskrim perisa coklat kegemaran mereka berdua..
"Abang pergi dulu.."
Dia hulurkan tgn padaku, terusku salam dan cium tgnnya..dahi ku pula diciumnya..
pesan dia..."Jaga diri dan Nadira elok2 ye sayang..nnt kita jumpa lagi.."
"Aduh"..terhiris berdarah jari telunjuk kiriku tika memotong bawang..darah pekat mengalir,
Nadira pula dtg berlari.."ibu ibu..Nadira takut bu".."takut apa syg??" "Tu tu ader org pakai baju putih kat luar.."
"dia kata assalamualaikum"...."mana?", aku bingkas ke ruang depan..
takder sesiapa pun di balik pagar..anak kecil ku ini..entah kenapa agaknya..
Namun mata ku terus memerhati sekeliling rumah, sekilas pandang..
pokok -pokok bunga ku tersusun rapi..erm petang nnt akan kusiram bunga2 kertas yg berwarna warni itu..
bunga melur dihujung laman pun dah mula berbunga..jika lalu di lorong kecil taman itu pasti terhidu haruman melur..
rumput 2 pun nampak subur, musim panas bersama sedikit hujan ini byk membantu menjaga taman kecil ku itu...
rumah dua tingkat yg didiami sejak 3 tahun lalu ini telah ku jaga rapi dan kemas..
Nadira mari dekat ibu, si kecil molek terus merehat kan diri dlm pangkuan ku..
sambil berbuai di anjung rumah..leka aku mengomel dgn si kecil..
"Nadira syg ibu tak" ? sayang.."Nadira sayang ayah..ibu...sayang baju kuning Nadira jugak.." jwbnya bersahaja
Tergelak aku mendengar, baju kurung kuning air yg disulam dgn ribbon putih benar2 membuat kan dia suka, asal kering je baju tu nak dipakainyer...
"Kecik 2 dah pandai melawa anak ibu ni.."ku cubit hidungnya manja..dia mengelak bersahaja..
"Anak ibu kalo dah besar nak jadi apa sayang.."
"Nak jd macam ayah, nak tekan komputer, pastu nak cakap telefon macam ayah.."
Aduh kebiasaan suamiku membawa pulang kerja2 pejabatnya rupa2 nyer menjadi perhatian si kecil ini..
aku senyum lagi, sayangnya aku pada zuriat ku yg satu ini..rambut kerintingnya yang lebat ikal itu kupintal lembut, mata bundar dan bibir mungil nyer tu petah benar bercakap, pipi gebu dgn kulit kuning langsat itu menambah kecomelan yg sedia ada..
"Anak ibu, jgn nakal-nakal tau"..pantas dia menjawab .".Tak Nadira gud girl..Nadira dgr cakap ibu dan ayah..."
Nadira leka menonton kartun di TV, biasanya waktu2 begini aku akan panaskan laut dan mengoreng sayur untuk makan malam.
biasanya juga pada waktu ini, suami ku sudah dlm perjalanan pulang...
Tapi kali ini tak terasa pula nak ke dapur, kejap lagi la..
terasa letih pula badan ku hari ini...seminit dua lagi mungkin suamiku akan tiba..
"Nadira sayang, ibu nak baring sekejap ye..Kalo ayah pulang Nadira bangunkan ibu ye..." ku rebahkan badan ke atas sofa.
"ok ibu"..ringkas saja jwp si kecil..
Kurang dari sejam..
Rumah ku sudah dipenuhi orang, ayah ibu dan mertua ku semua ada..
Adik2ku dan ipar duai ku lihat nampak sayu wajah mereka..
Jiran tetangga dan kawan2 rapat pun ader...
Nadira sayang duduk di riba neneknya dgn sepasang kurung kuning air nya itu...
si kecik itu seperti hairan rumah mereka di penuhi org..
bacaan yassin menyelebungi segenap penjuru ...
di tgh rumah sekujur tubuh yg telah tertulis berakhir riwayatnya bersemadi tenang
Di tanah kubur, terasa sejuk air yg mengalir..
berakhir sudah riwayat ku, bunga melur putih dan bunga kertas yg berwarna warni itu menyeri kuburku..
kulihat suami ku dan si kecil Nadira insan terakhir yg meninggalku...
Buat Nadira dan suami tercinta...syukurku pada Allah kerana menghadirkan kalian dlm hidupku..
Buat yg lain, ampun kan dosa dan halalkan makan minum ku..
( ok tak payah pk dia mati kenapa...dun be too investigative nor imaginative..just read..hehe)
A fren of mine said, org yg sedih suka tulis kisah gembira, org yg gembira suka pulak tulis kisah sedih..sejauh mana kebenaran tu..i leave it to you...
Pagi itu aku bangun dengan penuh rasa syukur, sehari lagi aku diberi peluang mengecapi manisnya hidup ini.....
Ku toleh ke kiri, suami tercinta masik enak tidur..
Satu kucupan yg penuh kasih sayang ku abadikan ke dahinya..
Lantas ku bangun menuju ke kamar mandi dan mengangkat wudhu..
Lalu mengerakkan suami tercinta untuk menunaikan solat subuh berjemaah..
Panjang doa dan wiridnya pagi itu, tak seperti selalu namun aku tekun mendengar dan menadah tangan..
Sesudah mengaminkan doa, aku bingkas bangun mendapatkan tangannya, lantas ku kucup dgn lembut,
Dia rapat menghampiriku..lalu merenung bola mata ku dlm...
"Sayang, abang bersyukur dikurniakan isteri seperti sayang, moga jodoh kita dipanjangkan Allah hendaknya.."
Aku membalas kata2 nya itu dgn senyuman...
Bersiap seala kadar,
Lalu aku lekas turun ke dapur, untuk menyediakan sarapan suami tercinta..
Si kecil molek masih tidur di bilik sebelah..
Pagi itu entah kenapa terasa rajin pula nak memasak ...
Nasi semalam masih ader, lalu menu utama pagi itu nasi goreng dan telur rebus..
kopi o panas kegemaran suami melengkap kan menu pagi itu..
"Amboi, sedap nye bau masakan isteri abang nih.."
"erm rasa dulu..baru boleh puji tau"..balasku..
Segaknya suamiku di pagi ini,
Berkemaja putih berjalur kelabu, dgn cuffling hitam di kiri kanan lengan, berseluar slack hitam gelap,
Lengkap pula dgn bertali leher kotak-kotak warna biru dan kelabu..
Wangian dari Aqua di' Armani menusuk pula ke segenap dirinya..
Dia turun dgn briefcase hitam di sisi..persis seorang ahli korporat yg berjaya..
Terbit rasa bangga tika memandang dia..
Kami berbual kosong tapi entah kenapa aku terasa lain..
Terasa pelik melihat dirinyer yg bercoletah agak lama dr selalu..banyak betul gelak ketawa yg di kongsi di pagi hari itu..
Suratkhabar Utusan yg kuletak disisinya pun tidak di sentuh..
Ah'mungkin tiada urusan penting di pejabat agaknya.. bisik hati kecil ku..jika tidak tentu nak lekas aje..
"Ayah!"....
Si kecik molek turun dgn bantal busuk di usung sekali..
si comel ni, pantang nampak ayahnya, mesti nama itu yg akan disebut selalu..
"Ayah nak g teje ke...Nadira nak itut...nak itut...nak naik kete ayah..."
"meh sini kat ayah sayang", si kecil molek terus berada di dlm dakapan suami ku...
"Ucuk nyer anak ayah ni...budak bucuk tak boleh ikut, kena mandi dulu...tinggal ngan ibu ye sayang, ptg nnt ayah belikan Nadira aiskrim ye..."
si kecil beralih pula ke dakapan ku..
anak kecil itu ku cium bertalu2..sayang anak ibu yg sorang ni..
dlm pelukan ku si kecil terlena semula..
"sayang, bye2 ayah" ..ku gerakkan si kecil..mata bundar nya kembali bersinar..
"ptg nnt ayah beli aiskrim coklat" ye tutur Nadira yg masih pelat ...sama ajer perangai dgn ayahnya..aiskrim perisa coklat kegemaran mereka berdua..
"Abang pergi dulu.."
Dia hulurkan tgn padaku, terusku salam dan cium tgnnya..dahi ku pula diciumnya..
pesan dia..."Jaga diri dan Nadira elok2 ye sayang..nnt kita jumpa lagi.."
"Aduh"..terhiris berdarah jari telunjuk kiriku tika memotong bawang..darah pekat mengalir,
Nadira pula dtg berlari.."ibu ibu..Nadira takut bu".."takut apa syg??" "Tu tu ader org pakai baju putih kat luar.."
"dia kata assalamualaikum"...."mana?", aku bingkas ke ruang depan..
takder sesiapa pun di balik pagar..anak kecil ku ini..entah kenapa agaknya..
Namun mata ku terus memerhati sekeliling rumah, sekilas pandang..
pokok -pokok bunga ku tersusun rapi..erm petang nnt akan kusiram bunga2 kertas yg berwarna warni itu..
bunga melur dihujung laman pun dah mula berbunga..jika lalu di lorong kecil taman itu pasti terhidu haruman melur..
rumput 2 pun nampak subur, musim panas bersama sedikit hujan ini byk membantu menjaga taman kecil ku itu...
rumah dua tingkat yg didiami sejak 3 tahun lalu ini telah ku jaga rapi dan kemas..
Nadira mari dekat ibu, si kecil molek terus merehat kan diri dlm pangkuan ku..
sambil berbuai di anjung rumah..leka aku mengomel dgn si kecil..
"Nadira syg ibu tak" ? sayang.."Nadira sayang ayah..ibu...sayang baju kuning Nadira jugak.." jwbnya bersahaja
Tergelak aku mendengar, baju kurung kuning air yg disulam dgn ribbon putih benar2 membuat kan dia suka, asal kering je baju tu nak dipakainyer...
"Kecik 2 dah pandai melawa anak ibu ni.."ku cubit hidungnya manja..dia mengelak bersahaja..
"Anak ibu kalo dah besar nak jadi apa sayang.."
"Nak jd macam ayah, nak tekan komputer, pastu nak cakap telefon macam ayah.."
Aduh kebiasaan suamiku membawa pulang kerja2 pejabatnya rupa2 nyer menjadi perhatian si kecil ini..
aku senyum lagi, sayangnya aku pada zuriat ku yg satu ini..rambut kerintingnya yang lebat ikal itu kupintal lembut, mata bundar dan bibir mungil nyer tu petah benar bercakap, pipi gebu dgn kulit kuning langsat itu menambah kecomelan yg sedia ada..
"Anak ibu, jgn nakal-nakal tau"..pantas dia menjawab .".Tak Nadira gud girl..Nadira dgr cakap ibu dan ayah..."
Nadira leka menonton kartun di TV, biasanya waktu2 begini aku akan panaskan laut dan mengoreng sayur untuk makan malam.
biasanya juga pada waktu ini, suami ku sudah dlm perjalanan pulang...
Tapi kali ini tak terasa pula nak ke dapur, kejap lagi la..
terasa letih pula badan ku hari ini...seminit dua lagi mungkin suamiku akan tiba..
"Nadira sayang, ibu nak baring sekejap ye..Kalo ayah pulang Nadira bangunkan ibu ye..." ku rebahkan badan ke atas sofa.
"ok ibu"..ringkas saja jwp si kecil..
Kurang dari sejam..
Rumah ku sudah dipenuhi orang, ayah ibu dan mertua ku semua ada..
Adik2ku dan ipar duai ku lihat nampak sayu wajah mereka..
Jiran tetangga dan kawan2 rapat pun ader...
Nadira sayang duduk di riba neneknya dgn sepasang kurung kuning air nya itu...
si kecik itu seperti hairan rumah mereka di penuhi org..
bacaan yassin menyelebungi segenap penjuru ...
di tgh rumah sekujur tubuh yg telah tertulis berakhir riwayatnya bersemadi tenang
Di tanah kubur, terasa sejuk air yg mengalir..
berakhir sudah riwayat ku, bunga melur putih dan bunga kertas yg berwarna warni itu menyeri kuburku..
kulihat suami ku dan si kecil Nadira insan terakhir yg meninggalku...
Buat Nadira dan suami tercinta...syukurku pada Allah kerana menghadirkan kalian dlm hidupku..
Buat yg lain, ampun kan dosa dan halalkan makan minum ku..
( ok tak payah pk dia mati kenapa...dun be too investigative nor imaginative..just read..hehe)
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
While I was browsing….
I was browsing the Internet as usual, and was actually looking for an English floral design glassware, so every search that display out the search result I kinda of click and click and click…
And suddenly the “Laura Ashley” baby brand name came out..being a so called one of the many millions of lover of their products, I just click again and when I look at the picture..my heart sank…
Somehow I felt really down..gosh I even feel like crying…ask me why??
Looking at those picture..yes indeed my heart sank. I knew that my life will never be complete until our dream to create our own little family is complete..Life will neva be complete without our own flesh and blood to fit into that special space that has long been created for them..
Cinta Hati kata “ Sabar ye Sayang, belum rezeki kita…Insya-Allah ada tu nnt..”
I appreciate that…those were his answer to assure me that everything will be fine..
Sometimes, it hurts when people can simply pass remarks like “ eh, jgn merancang, tak baik merancang ni” or “ huh, kena kerja kuat sikit, kena usaha lebih” or “ eh awak ni bila lagi ni, takkan asyik nak dukung anak org je” and etc…
It hurt and yes it really hurt…I mean it…so bug off..get someone else whose emotionally strong that you can pick over or pass your most insensitive remarks..
Did it ever occur to them that all happily married couple would want a child of their own as symbol of their undivided love? Or have they ever think that perhaps they have problems of not easily conceived due to certain reasons..no I dun think they will understand, not until it happen to themselves or their loves one..
I appreciate those who are concern, those who keep me up with support and advise
If you truly wanna help, try and understand, please dun just pass remark..I welcome most all the sincere thot that you have for me..
I know, the time hasn’t come yet and for that I would not give up in trying, hoping, dreaming and praying…sumday my sweet little baby gul will be place in this lavish room just like in this picture eh..not that I dun like boys, tapi pic ni is more suitable for baby gul kan…
( attached only 1 pictures, yg berkenan di hati…)
And suddenly the “Laura Ashley” baby brand name came out..being a so called one of the many millions of lover of their products, I just click again and when I look at the picture..my heart sank…
Somehow I felt really down..gosh I even feel like crying…ask me why??
Looking at those picture..yes indeed my heart sank. I knew that my life will never be complete until our dream to create our own little family is complete..Life will neva be complete without our own flesh and blood to fit into that special space that has long been created for them..
Cinta Hati kata “ Sabar ye Sayang, belum rezeki kita…Insya-Allah ada tu nnt..”
I appreciate that…those were his answer to assure me that everything will be fine..
Sometimes, it hurts when people can simply pass remarks like “ eh, jgn merancang, tak baik merancang ni” or “ huh, kena kerja kuat sikit, kena usaha lebih” or “ eh awak ni bila lagi ni, takkan asyik nak dukung anak org je” and etc…
It hurt and yes it really hurt…I mean it…so bug off..get someone else whose emotionally strong that you can pick over or pass your most insensitive remarks..
Did it ever occur to them that all happily married couple would want a child of their own as symbol of their undivided love? Or have they ever think that perhaps they have problems of not easily conceived due to certain reasons..no I dun think they will understand, not until it happen to themselves or their loves one..
I appreciate those who are concern, those who keep me up with support and advise
If you truly wanna help, try and understand, please dun just pass remark..I welcome most all the sincere thot that you have for me..
I know, the time hasn’t come yet and for that I would not give up in trying, hoping, dreaming and praying…sumday my sweet little baby gul will be place in this lavish room just like in this picture eh..not that I dun like boys, tapi pic ni is more suitable for baby gul kan…
( attached only 1 pictures, yg berkenan di hati…)
Monday, September 10, 2007
Six Wonderful Days of My Life
I’ve been out of the office for 6 days...
Yeah beb, 6 straight days in a row...
And that 6 days is the most remarkable day of my life and of course more is yet to come..
kisah nyer begini....
DAY 1
I purposely took leave on Thursday (30/9)...
Breakfast with my hubby is always the best part of my morning time during holiday, best..makan sepuas hati..nyum2..
Then sajer je..booked a hotel in Royal Bintang Damansara...( i know sum of my frens and cousin gelakkan sbb rumah setakat berjongging pun dah smp..hehe)
But I dun care..me and hubby have always wanted to spend a nite there, and the timing was just rite since its a countdown to merdeka..
My coment : The hotel is super good for a 4 star hotel..we stayed at the 8th floor, facing the crowd and pool where a small concert of merdeka was held..
best giler, masa countdown tu...i sang with the crowd..lagu tanggal 31 tu, bunyi macam best sgt and full of spirit...
Then come the firework...its damn cool and fantastic. I’ve never been so close to firework, smp lari belakang my hubby ..terasa takut plak kalo api2 tu jatuh kat kita kan..hehe..
Oh ya..I was pampering my self with a pedicure and manicure session, bershopping ala kadar ( just a plain sandal and a very sweet nite wear)..
kesimpulannyer I had so much fun there..so much laughter and smile was created on that particular day…and the crowd pun taklah menakutkan macam kat bukit bintang sana..
DAY 2
Had the most sumptuous breakfast ( biasalah kan kat hotel, so everything is very much proper)..
Take a romantic stroll along the flea market and buy some unneeded stuff ( wajib tu kalo gi flea market)..
Then went to see my mum and dad, then my aunty yg akan pulang semula ke kota pakistan..sedihnyer...I’m gonna miss her so much..so we cried and hug each other..till next year then…
Malam tu plak, we went to watched The Royal Philharmonic Orchestra… wow....best tau...where the combined the orchestra musical instrument with our own traditional / local performance of wayang kulit..that 2 hours is very much interesting and entertaining,,
and finally had dinner kat kosas riverbank. a.small quite place in Ampang area...
Again I conclude, this is the best day of my life...
DAY 3
Woke up very early in the morning and somehow so full of spirit, had a capati for breakfast..i tell u, mmg best la malaysia ni..any food from any culture pun you can get it at a very cheap price and yummy..
Spend 1 hour in the Borders...decided to buy few light reading...
Spend another hour in TeSco, mengupdatekan brg2 dapur & apa2 yg patut...plus terasa plak nak masak ajak parents dtg makan
The rest of the day, duduk lepak depan TV and play with my hamster yg bucuk tu..
Sharp at 5 'clock, mula lah berhempas pulas memasak...Daging Masak Kurma, Sambal sotong, Ikan Bilis Goreng Kicap & Diperah Limau Nipis, Sayur Campur..paling sedap didgr..bila mama kata sedap...yuhooo...i've passed her standard.......seronok gak dpt berkumpul ramai macam ni..papa. ayah. mama and mama bertukar citer ..so i kinda of listen je since dah penat nak bercakap, while sitting beside my dad..ala lala..terasa manja plak ..hehe..Dlm hati dah terasa sedih sgt…tinggal sehari je cuti…Lusa nak kerja dah…
DAY 4...
Hari ni yg paling best sekali...I woke up so late. Sedar2 dah tghhari....
Suddenly terasa nak pergi Ampang Park, sound familiar...?? Iye shopping complex antara yg terawal di KL ni..
dan tempat yg masa zaman kecik2 dulu paling best untuk pergi.....masa tu kalo sesapa pergi and left me behind, i can make breakdance punya melalak la..
Tempat tu jugak la yg selalu jd tempat persinggahan kalo balik dr sekolah and terasa nak merayau..dulu2 mana ader KLCC..
So a'way, the place does change a lot l..but that cozy restaurant is still there, and i had mee hailam kat situ..so much cheaper then yg kat GE mall tu..
then jalan2...beli2...seronok sgt...I bought a CD "Arabian Nite", My main intention to come here is actually untuk cari CD tu..lepas syok dgt orchestra tu, terasa plak nak cari Arabian nite music arrangement......
malam nak tidur...my hubby told me that the 4 days with me dun feel enaf..sedih plak dgr..if only i can buy time kan... that nite when we went to sleep my sweet hubby told me that he had so much fun with me for the past 4 days, and wish this nite will neve end…so I cried..sedih tau..
My sweet hubby ..my best fren..my lurve…. : ))
DAY 5 & 6
The most unexpected thing happen early morning, where me and hubby decided to balik kg in Dungun...
Mmg tak perfikir langusng malam tu, but i guess Tuhan mendengar doa kami untuk diberikan lebih ruang masa bersama…
So we went back to Dungun dat morning with my parents..
My grandma yg tak berapa sihat tu , nmpk happy and ceria menyambut anak, cucu & menantu balik..i tried my best to spend a lot of time talking to her…and made promise to myself to come back again..at least in another 3 months time..Insya-allah
Selebihnyer tak perlu citer la..balik kg is always related to makan, keropok lekor, laidback, pantai, my small cousins and etc...
But at last, the clock tick to 5.30 pm, after Asr prayer, we left for KL…dgn hati yg mmg berat sgt…
So finally when we reach KL that nite...I just knew that I can no longer escape tomorrow..Semoga Tuhan memberi lagi ruang agar kenangan terindah ini akan terus berulang.....amin
Summary: “Spending time with those people you love most, no matter what doings you perform together, is always the best moment one can have and time can fly by so fast that you hardly noticed it…”...( My dear this entry is for you...yg selalu ader)
Yeah beb, 6 straight days in a row...
And that 6 days is the most remarkable day of my life and of course more is yet to come..
kisah nyer begini....
DAY 1
I purposely took leave on Thursday (30/9)...
Breakfast with my hubby is always the best part of my morning time during holiday, best..makan sepuas hati..nyum2..
Then sajer je..booked a hotel in Royal Bintang Damansara...( i know sum of my frens and cousin gelakkan sbb rumah setakat berjongging pun dah smp..hehe)
But I dun care..me and hubby have always wanted to spend a nite there, and the timing was just rite since its a countdown to merdeka..
My coment : The hotel is super good for a 4 star hotel..we stayed at the 8th floor, facing the crowd and pool where a small concert of merdeka was held..
best giler, masa countdown tu...i sang with the crowd..lagu tanggal 31 tu, bunyi macam best sgt and full of spirit...
Then come the firework...its damn cool and fantastic. I’ve never been so close to firework, smp lari belakang my hubby ..terasa takut plak kalo api2 tu jatuh kat kita kan..hehe..
Oh ya..I was pampering my self with a pedicure and manicure session, bershopping ala kadar ( just a plain sandal and a very sweet nite wear)..
kesimpulannyer I had so much fun there..so much laughter and smile was created on that particular day…and the crowd pun taklah menakutkan macam kat bukit bintang sana..
DAY 2
Had the most sumptuous breakfast ( biasalah kan kat hotel, so everything is very much proper)..
Take a romantic stroll along the flea market and buy some unneeded stuff ( wajib tu kalo gi flea market)..
Then went to see my mum and dad, then my aunty yg akan pulang semula ke kota pakistan..sedihnyer...I’m gonna miss her so much..so we cried and hug each other..till next year then…
Malam tu plak, we went to watched The Royal Philharmonic Orchestra… wow....best tau...where the combined the orchestra musical instrument with our own traditional / local performance of wayang kulit..that 2 hours is very much interesting and entertaining,,
and finally had dinner kat kosas riverbank. a.small quite place in Ampang area...
Again I conclude, this is the best day of my life...
DAY 3
Woke up very early in the morning and somehow so full of spirit, had a capati for breakfast..i tell u, mmg best la malaysia ni..any food from any culture pun you can get it at a very cheap price and yummy..
Spend 1 hour in the Borders...decided to buy few light reading...
Spend another hour in TeSco, mengupdatekan brg2 dapur & apa2 yg patut...plus terasa plak nak masak ajak parents dtg makan
The rest of the day, duduk lepak depan TV and play with my hamster yg bucuk tu..
Sharp at 5 'clock, mula lah berhempas pulas memasak...Daging Masak Kurma, Sambal sotong, Ikan Bilis Goreng Kicap & Diperah Limau Nipis, Sayur Campur..paling sedap didgr..bila mama kata sedap...yuhooo...i've passed her standard.......seronok gak dpt berkumpul ramai macam ni..papa. ayah. mama and mama bertukar citer ..so i kinda of listen je since dah penat nak bercakap, while sitting beside my dad..ala lala..terasa manja plak ..hehe..Dlm hati dah terasa sedih sgt…tinggal sehari je cuti…Lusa nak kerja dah…
DAY 4...
Hari ni yg paling best sekali...I woke up so late. Sedar2 dah tghhari....
Suddenly terasa nak pergi Ampang Park, sound familiar...?? Iye shopping complex antara yg terawal di KL ni..
dan tempat yg masa zaman kecik2 dulu paling best untuk pergi.....masa tu kalo sesapa pergi and left me behind, i can make breakdance punya melalak la..
Tempat tu jugak la yg selalu jd tempat persinggahan kalo balik dr sekolah and terasa nak merayau..dulu2 mana ader KLCC..
So a'way, the place does change a lot l..but that cozy restaurant is still there, and i had mee hailam kat situ..so much cheaper then yg kat GE mall tu..
then jalan2...beli2...seronok sgt...I bought a CD "Arabian Nite", My main intention to come here is actually untuk cari CD tu..lepas syok dgt orchestra tu, terasa plak nak cari Arabian nite music arrangement......
malam nak tidur...my hubby told me that the 4 days with me dun feel enaf..sedih plak dgr..if only i can buy time kan... that nite when we went to sleep my sweet hubby told me that he had so much fun with me for the past 4 days, and wish this nite will neve end…so I cried..sedih tau..
My sweet hubby ..my best fren..my lurve…. : ))
DAY 5 & 6
The most unexpected thing happen early morning, where me and hubby decided to balik kg in Dungun...
Mmg tak perfikir langusng malam tu, but i guess Tuhan mendengar doa kami untuk diberikan lebih ruang masa bersama…
So we went back to Dungun dat morning with my parents..
My grandma yg tak berapa sihat tu , nmpk happy and ceria menyambut anak, cucu & menantu balik..i tried my best to spend a lot of time talking to her…and made promise to myself to come back again..at least in another 3 months time..Insya-allah
Selebihnyer tak perlu citer la..balik kg is always related to makan, keropok lekor, laidback, pantai, my small cousins and etc...
But at last, the clock tick to 5.30 pm, after Asr prayer, we left for KL…dgn hati yg mmg berat sgt…
So finally when we reach KL that nite...I just knew that I can no longer escape tomorrow..Semoga Tuhan memberi lagi ruang agar kenangan terindah ini akan terus berulang.....amin
Summary: “Spending time with those people you love most, no matter what doings you perform together, is always the best moment one can have and time can fly by so fast that you hardly noticed it…”...( My dear this entry is for you...yg selalu ader)
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