For the rest of my life, Insya Allah

I met someone 15 years ago, I remember quite well how we met. In fact if I close my eyes and shift back to the moments in past I can actually remember everything right from what he was wearing. It all started with a simple genuine smile, a little nod as a courtesy gesture, how he introduced himself and vice versa, we exchange talks on common ground and the rest is history when the young heart of mine melt into his.

Little that I know, that simple guy in front of me back than will be someone very much important in my entire life. For the past 15 years I must say I’m becoming him and he becoming me. We assimilate quite well and the new assimilation is now growing well in our little family. I wonder at times whose values prevail than the other, but I know we try to be a better person for each and every day that passes by.

No other word could describe how I love and care for him, for that I know on a special day like yesterday I could only thank Allah for sending him to me and to his parents for bringing him up to be a person he is today, and to my own parents for their blessing in our marriage.

Happy 33th Birthday Dear Husband, My prayer will always be with you for the rest of my life. Insya Allah.

P/s : Hidup Harus Sentiasa Bersangka Baik Pada Allah…

Kosong

Pernah ke kau terfikir tentang aku? Seperti mana aku ada terfikir ttg kamu.


Mungkin tak berkali – kali tp kamu tetap ada dalam kotak memori ini.

Tentang masa lampau, tentang bicara kebebasan, tentang hebatnya muda, tentang indahnya nama persahabatan, tentang perut yang menyanyi lapar, tentang alam, tentang akhirat jua….

Ada masa aku sepi bila teringat kan kamu…kamu teman yang selalu buat hidup cukup penuh cukup tepu cukup puas hingga aku tak rasa perlu ada lagi sebarang zarah untuk melengkapkan semua.

Kala itu hidup cukup padat.



Aku berharap, Cuma berdoa walau dalam sesaat kau akan cuba mengingati aku. Aku yakin kala itu hati ini akan terusik jua.

Seharian Bersama Dia

I realized I’ve not been blogging about Cinta Hati for quite sometimes..hehe.

Mostly my writing is about my little one or my life in between. Well CH has always been there only that he’s existence has become so unified with me that blogging about him

is no longer a priority...heheh..lallalla!

Anyway, we’ve been so busy with our life especially with work matters that we
purposely take a time off from the office and our little one ( sekali sekala Ibu & Ayah
kena date berdua ye Sayang ) just to enjoy each other company :)

Some are pictures that we took to capture those meaningful moments. 

This coming May …14 years Insyallah and still going strong.

{Ya Allah, pelihara insan ini yang cukup bermakna dalam hidup aku. Kurniakan dia dengan kebahagiaan dunia, kerahmatan dan keampunan akhirat. Tingkatkan Iman & Takwa dalam dirinya. Agar dia menjadi seorang anak, suami dan ayah yg soleh di dunia dan akhirat jua. Amin}                                                         

My Macho  Huggable Man. Wii!

 

Us :)

My lovely romantic mengada look...hehe

Our lunch yg terlebih lazat.

   Terbaik la!

 We enjoy best when it come's to interior house thingy! Dari dulu sampai la la ni :)

His favourite stop. Not mine!

 Bowling instead of Movie ...ahaks!

Pemenangnya ! Haruslah dia.

Heaven!

Both a coffee addict lover.

I won’t start no matter how bad I want to...

Damn it’s hard! Really hard! Especially when you can see it just a button away or just a flip away.


But I make a real promise to myself, this time around I won’t start. Eleh dulu pun I did not start it… in fact or Yes..I mean I really can’t remember how it all started.

But that was then…the brand new me, dtglah sekuat badai mana pun…taufan ke, gempa bumi ke, banjir kilat ke, ribut petir ke, tsunami nauzubillah…Insya-allah I won’t start it. Coz I know, it’s hard to put to stop, it might open up old stories, it might hurt people I love including myself…so demi kebaikan semua…I can only look and perhaps read or maybe nahhh…but I won’t hit the button! NO!

P/s : Although its not sinful, but anything excessive will always lead to something bad...betulkan?

Wish List

Date: Friday @ Office during lunch hour,
Location: In front of my PC with a glass of plain water and some cookies to nibble
(Pagi td dah makan laksa semangkuk)
Subject matter: Wow saya sgt gerun melihat rakan seangkatan saya punya bicara.

Lately, I’ve been in constant contact with my unimates. Yelah since dah pakai smartphone ni senang pulak nak berwhatsapp je kerjanya. Ok so when you are in constant contact with them ( like every once in few hours) byklah cerita yang dulunya tak cerita ( sbb dulu bercakap 2 -3 kali setahun) tercerita di screen masing-masing.

Takde apa pun cuma pelik masing-masing cerita hal kehidupan masing-masing tapi dalam berkongsi tu mesti ada part material. Honestly saya tak selesa lah. I’ve never known them for that. So now when we are all grown up masing-masing dah jadi isteri org, ibu org and masing-masing dah berkerja atau berkerjaya, ayat-ayat material keep comings. Seriously saya tak selesa. I’m trying to adjust to this new way of small talk but I ‘m not happy with it. Sikit-sikit tu boleh la but I appreciate if people don’t ask so much or state so much about my material life nor talk so much about their material life, Coz when they do that, they will start comparing them and you and others in the circle which I feel there is no need to do that.

I know money is important but please money is not the measurement of success in my eyes. Kalau ia pun kamu atau kamu dan kamu berjaya dalam kerjaya masing-masing, ia saya tumpang gembira untuk kejayaan kamu itu. Tapi kalau pun kamu hanya berjaya tak melangit mana, kamu tetap kawan saya dan ia tidak memberi impak atau kesan dalam persahabatan kita. Kamu berjaya mengikut ukuran kamu sendiri, begitu juga saya.

Material things like car, house, take home income, handbags, shoes, watch and etc is all in the surface, I pity you if you feel this is the only measurement in life, although we work hard to achieve certain way of standard, material is still only in the surface. They are more to our life that just that.

(WISH LIST A ) Anak seorang Alhafiz, Suami sentiasa tersenyum melihat isteri, Masakan dan air tangan isteri yang tak terbanding lazatnya, Solat jemaah dalam keluarga, rumah tangga yg rukun dan damai, tidur yang lena dan tenang, tubuh badan yang sihat, bersedekah walau dalam tangan duit tak pernah cukup, and the list goes on and on.

(WISH LIST B) Prada Handbag, Jimmy Choo Shoes, 100 K gold Bracelet, Europe Tour, Aston Martin car and as usual the list will continue selagi kita masih bernyawa.

So A or B? Terpulang la masing-masing. Hidup kita, kita tentukan jalan yang diambil. Tapi kalau tanya saya, dua dua pun mahu..hehe ;)

Ada masa-masa dalam hidup kita tersesal melakukan byk perkara, tp yang terkesal jangan terus diratapi. Kita hidup bukan untuk kisah semalam, tapi untuk hari ini dan perjalanan esok yang mungkin lebih mencabar.

So dear friends I hope now you understand why there are certain question or statement I leave it blank without any answer or remark. I do not want to be your competitor in life, If you are happy with yours, I am also happy with mine. There are times when I might seek for your help and advise, I hope when the times come you will lend me your helping hands ;)