Returning Home

I woke up this morning with a mixed feeling..
One side of it was quite sad as my sweet hubby is leaving off to Jakarta for work ( sehari je pun..hehe)...so tonite,
He won't be around me to tug me to bed and kiss my forehead gudnite and hug me till i sway into my dream world..eii tak best nyer...

But the other side of me is rushing with joy, coz tonite i'll be spending a nite at my mum's place..
oh yes...my home sweet home, way back then..and still is..
the eagerness of returning home is killing me at work..how i wish the time will go off real fast..
Seriously, my heart and soul dah berlari balik jumpa mama & papa.... only my physical being is left behind...

a'way, back home, my sis is there, my two beloved aunty was also around...my cheeky younger cousin pun ader...
macam meriah sgt....i miss them so very much..macam dah setahun tak jumpa..
so we had dinner ( yummy,... mama & my aunty masak), we had coffee after that while exchanging talk bout’ our day ( me, mama & aunty)...
and finally session untuk bukak hadiah pun smp ( my aunty dah beli awal 2 my house warming gift, siap wrap cantik2...konon kata nak soh i excited..dimana mmg berjaya la tu)..the gift is so pretty and cute and lovely and i love it...( english design wall clock and a cute little lantern)..ermm
looks like she really know my taste...lala...

yg best lagi, papa & mama tersayang belikan baju kurung for this hari raya...touching sgt..dah besar panjang macam gini pun..dorang still treat kitaorg ni macam zaman budak2 dulu...thank you so much....
spending time with them last nite, makes me feel much a happier person..at one point of time, dorang la tempat aku tuju bila satu dunia ni menentang aku..dorang la yg memberi nasihat ikhlas untuk anak yg selalu perasan diri ni betul...bila kita perhati wajah parents kita ni..terbit rasa sayu sgt..rasa sayang sgt..dan terasa nak buat e'thing yg terbaik untuk mereka...we are part of them a'way, so its only natural to feel dat way i guess..


ermm, my sweet hubby call me before he went for sleep..sebelum tu pun dah call twice.. :)rindu sgt...esok malam kita jumpa k..

ok..gudnite world..
esok nak breakfast nasi lemak la...hehe..

P/s : so gud to be back home again...tapi rasa excited nak pindah rumah baru ni pun best jugak..tak sabar nyer...

Buat Ku Tersenyum

Buat seketika, aku terlupa ttg perkara yg selalu sgt aku fikirkan...
entah kenapa..ia menyepi...tak! ia tak hilang cuma menyepi...
aku pun sama..sengaja melontar jauh ttg perkara itu...selesa pulak rasanya begini..,
hati jiwa rasa turut tenang...
betullah tu...kadang2 kita kena pandai memikir kan ttg perkara yg mampu buat kita tersenyum.......
walau dlm hati penuh rasa pedih...
biasalah tu..air mata sedih kadang2 menjadi air mata gembira..
ini lumrah hidup...tak perlu salahkan sesapa pun..
aku tahu aku cukup matang untuk membiarkan perkara remeh seperti itu mengganggu gugat hati yg dah cukup halus ini........
tetiba teringat pulak lagu zaman kanak 2 dulu...enjoy k.....
dan yg penting...satu perkara yg menyedihkan ku itu, mudah saja ku hapuskan dengan 1000 perkara lain yg bisa buatku tersenyum...

"Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens Brown paper packages tied up with strings These are a few of my favorite things"
"Cream colored ponies and crisp apple streudels Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings These are a few of my favorite things""Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes Silver white winters that melt into springs These are a few of my favorite things""When the dog bites When the bee stings When I'm feeling sad I simply remember my favorite things And then I don't feel so bad"

-My favourite thing : THe Sound oF MusIc 'soundtrack'