Be With You

Music is not my life, cause I know I can live without music. But music tells the stories of my life, I choose music, not the other way round. As for the moments in my life I choose this song. Enjoy, coz I'm enjoying every word its says ; ). Yes dear, this song goes to you...

It's not always rainbow n butterflies...

I've not been here for quite sumtimes, I'm around but I dun feel like writing in here..but today..I guess I miss my spot here and here I am "bagai sirih pulang ke gagang"...

The only topic I'm gud talking at is always about life, and today is not an exception..life has been stable, I am doing ok and yes I'm fine...work related, interest related....many other things related, I am fine...I guess fine is good.

Soul? My soul has been quite clueless about what life will offer for the next month or year to come..but sumhow deep inside I know coming end Dec 09, life will be pretty busy n hectic..full of life, full of commitment, full of ideas, full of anticipation and excitement, full of it that I'm bit scared to face it. Next year will be a very hectic year for me, CH will soon venture into sumthing that is expected to offer him the passion of a long life career. I'm happy and glad for him, always praying that its the best for him and us..Ameen...

Line...this word just keep on lingering in my thoughts...I can't figure it out completely but have an idea of what line will soon be..it will be part of me, part of my life and my soul. In fact, it has always been. Yes, line.......you see I'm not an easily intepreted person..as simple as you can see is actually the complicated part of me. You dun have to love or care for me, cause I know if I love and care for you its gonna be more than enough to coat for us both. Too much love and care will get you intoxicated..haha!

Pain, ...it has not really gone, when the wheather is bad, this pain will slowly creep back to hurt every angle it cud, damn! But that's okay, I'm prepared for it, I'm used to it.

Thankfulness and Gratefulness : I'm still very much alive, able to contribute back to my family and society, able to perform supplication in a sane state of mind, healthy appetite, glowing skin, enjoying every single penny in a meaningful way, people still laugh around me etc n etc...wat more cud I asked?

Dear God, please forgive me for all the sins I've made...I've try to be a better person each day, and if I succeed is all becoz of you but if I fail, it's myself to be blamed.