Sunday, December 30, 2007

Twintower Bottle


I took dis pic while about to sleep, n for no particular reason but trying 2b creative in d middle of d nite. Perhaps it resemble me n my sweet hubby resting in dis proud bedroom of us. Nite nite.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

The next step.

xxxxxx
xxxxx, xxxxx Shah Alam xxxxx
47600 Subang JayaSelangor Darul Ehsan

Attention : xxxxx Head of Dept
Cc : xxxxxxHead of HR

RESIGNATION

With reference to the above, I hereby respectfully submit notice of my resignation effective from the date of this letter.

Kindly take note that my last date of duty shall be on the 15th of January 2008.

Allow me to take this opportunity to thank the company for giving me the chance to be part of this dynamic organization. As a token of my appreciation, I shall be pleased to assist in whatever way I can during the transition period. Please feel free to contact me.

I have enjoyed working with XXXX and appreciate the support provided to me during my tenure with this company.

Lastly, I wish the company a continued success in many years to come.

Thank You.

Yours sincerely,


NXX MXXXiXNa



"One of the most tough decision that I've to made as a so called grown up. Once decide, no turning back for me. I hope and pray this is the best for this time being".

The result !!

Tahniah ! Anda telah berjaya dan surat tawaran akan dikeluarkan oleh Kementerian/Jabatan berkenaan.
Kementerian/Jabatan :
JABATAN AKAUNTAN NEGARA MALAYSIA, BHG. PENGURUSAN KORPORAT & SOKONGAN ARAS 7, LOT 2G1A, PRECIENT 2, KOMP. KEWANGAN, 62592 PUTRAJAYA.

This make's me smile all day, nervous and wacko of what to decide, what is my next step...

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

2007 . 2008


Dalam keadaan yg cukup sedar dan waras..
Aku pasti setahun ini hampir berlalu..
Mula lah azam tahun baru kedengaran sana sini
Promosi hujung tahun pun ada kat mana-mana
Cuti hujung tahun pun bermula
Kenduri kawin hampir tiap2 minggu...
2007 sudah cukup penat dan puas melayani kerenah dunia ini..
2007 akan pulang dengan sebuah cerita yg abadi..
2008 pula menjengah tiba..
2008 yg bakal menjanjikan seribu kenangan indah, seribu satu harapan dan impian...
Aku..
2007 tahun yg ku abadikan sebagai tahun yg cukup memuaskan..
Adanya keputusan mendadak yg aku harap dapat mengukuhkan keputusan masa depan..
Yg sekeliling ku pun sama..
pendek kata, 2007 aku berkeputusan mengikut impulse, mengikut gerak rasa..
Entah betul entahkan tidak..namun aku cuba berasa yakin dgn semua keputusan yg diambil.

Aku..
2008 tahun yg aku sendiri tak begitu pasti apa yg akan berlaku.
Namun aku pasti 2008 akan mencubakan,
Tahun untuk aku lebih berdikari.
Tahun untuk aku belajar menerima kenyataan dan hakikat.
Tahun untuk aku lebih berpijak di bumi yg nyata ini..
Tahun untuk aku belajar lebih bersyukur...
Tahun untuk aku berkongsi lebih dgn yg lebih memerlukan..
Tahun untuk aku lebih memaafkan dan pohon maaf..

Azam tahun baruku...
Untuk Tidur dgn azam hari esok..
Dan Bangun dgn azam semalam...

Insya-Allah..

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

My Father My Mentor

Yesterday...
I look at his face..
in his deep thought and wise saying
i listen attentively..
holding to every words of wisdom that he was saying..
vital for the path i'm in..

Gosh how i miss those days.
how we always share our everyday story..
how i complaint almost about e'thing and how he never ever turn his listening ears..
how he critised me to be a better person
and how he praised me to make me feel i'm good enough to earn his score.

Yet, yesterday...i feel that i've created a small gap..
i know i'm no longer that sweet little gul i used to be
i've change and this changes is for a gud reason..

How i wanna cry and hold you thight..
spill out how weak i am inside..
i need u back just the way it used to be
so u will tell me that e'thing will be ok..
and i know u can make e'thing ok for me again..
today things have choose to be this way..
i can only share certain portion of my life with you...
those are neccessary for my other half of life..where only your teachings and values prevail..

This entry is dedicated to my Papa...who has been more than just a father..my guru in life...
my best and worst friend..my humble and deepest thought..my spiritual and physical scale..

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Countryman

Gud morning e’one,
So did e’one had a nice sleep last nite..
While I didn’t, doesn’t mean a’one can rite?

I had a weird dream last nite,
Become a suspect of a traitor, a culprit behind the illegal assembly of a minority group of an unsatisfied civilian.
My face was glued on every corner around the city block,
And repeatedly shown on all TV channel..
I become the hot suspect, top list on the confidential file..
I had to change my look, my long hair was cut to a boyish style..
Gud frens turn against me..
I was terrified to see all the policeman and army with guns searching robustly for me…
Finally in the quest of searching for my own safety..I woke up sweating,,
How relieved I was…saw my sweet hubby was sleeping deep in his own dream..
“ Tidur Sebatal..Mimpi Lain-lain”

This morning I did a post- mortem…
It was becoz of the email circulated in the office that brough me into that dream..
It was becoz of the political discussion I had with my dad that brought me into that dream..
It was becoz of an article I read that nite that brought me into that dream..
And Finally becoz of the care I have for my Beloved Malaysian..that I had that dream..

This morning, on my way to work, I prayed for all Malaysian to live in this wonderful country of ours..
Put aside our belief and opposite thought…
Our great ancestor has fought for the freedom..we should play a role to keep it..