I won’t start no matter how bad I want to...

Damn it’s hard! Really hard! Especially when you can see it just a button away or just a flip away.


But I make a real promise to myself, this time around I won’t start. Eleh dulu pun I did not start it… in fact or Yes..I mean I really can’t remember how it all started.

But that was then…the brand new me, dtglah sekuat badai mana pun…taufan ke, gempa bumi ke, banjir kilat ke, ribut petir ke, tsunami nauzubillah…Insya-allah I won’t start it. Coz I know, it’s hard to put to stop, it might open up old stories, it might hurt people I love including myself…so demi kebaikan semua…I can only look and perhaps read or maybe nahhh…but I won’t hit the button! NO!

P/s : Although its not sinful, but anything excessive will always lead to something bad...betulkan?