I cry ; (

I was watching the Incredible Hulk Movie when I realised that I've been crying silently almost the whole time of the movie. As usual Cinta Hati will wipe my tears with a smile and his gentle touch. I ask myself why was I crying ( well this isn't the 1st time I cry while watching movie, or even commercial ads..I guess I'm easily touch..yeah that women kind of thing : ))
A'way while talking to Cinta Hati, I told him I cry becoz :

I cry for the feeling of loneliness that Bruce must have felt over the years of his survival. It seems to really touch my heart to see how he fills his time to keep up with his loneliness...

I cry coz I can't bear looking at 2 person who's deeply in love has to live separately for the rest of their life, when we love a person, being apart is just an unbearable feeling...

I cry coz I can feel how difficult it is to put your life in danger for the sake of the one you love, sumtimes we even risk our life in the hand of the of the person that we love, but the whole world see how bad he/she is...just imagine the life of the convicted murderer or drug addict wife/husband...

I cry coz of the sacrifice that a lover will do to protect the one that we love....

I cry for all those reasons which is clearly potray in that movie...that all person in love should / will have a kind heart....


P/s : "Tuhan kirimkanlah Aku, Kekasih yang baik hati, Yg Mencintai Aku, Apa adanya..."
Munajat Cinta / Dhani

I'm Tired

The only thing that I feel now is the feeling of tired.....

I'm tired for being apart from my beloved hubby ...
I'm tired to keep up with so many things to do at the office..
I'm tired to hear the same old excuse that this people are giving to me...
I'm tired of facing the same story from the same people everyday...
I'm tired of racing to get to work, and tired of driving facing the traffic..
I'm tired of trying to finish e'thing on time while other ppl are not....
I'm tired to do a lot of thing, and yes I'm tired coz I've no other choice but to accept e'thing with a happy feeling.......

I'm tired of listening to my own dilemma, complaints and conflict in my own self...
I'm tired of even having to write this...

P/s : I'm surviving this period only becoz I believe tomorrow will be better...and coming end July I'll be going off for a peaceful vacation...which I hope will erased every moment of my tiredness........