Disember Terindah

Mungkin ini adalah Disember terindah sepanjang hidupku...
Masa yg lama bersama tercinta,
Pergi dan pulang senantiasa bersama,
Cinta yang tak pernah kurang dengan manisnya doa,
Harapan besar memegang gelaran seseorang,
Alunan muzik menghias telinga,
Tempat berteduh yang cukup sempurna buat insan seperti aku,
Rezeki dr Tuhan yang lebih dari mencukupi,
Sinar dan harapan yang tak pernah kurang...
Aku bersyukur dengan nikmat mu Tuhan, walau dlm hati wujud rasa kurang,
Aku insan tak sempurna, dan tak akan pernah sempurna, Aku akur jika itu yang terbaik buat ku...cuma doaku ini kuatkan hati, tabahkan semangat dan waraskan logika, selebihnya aku cukup yakin dengan mu Ya Tuhan...

Disember ini tak mungkin berulang lagi..akan aku nikmati hingga terakhir...ini kenangan Disember terindah, ini nikmat Mu yang tak terbalas, ini hadiah dari Mu Ya Tuhan...untuk aku dan juga dia..kerna dia sehagian dr ku, dan aku sebagian dr nya..dan kami sebagian dr tanda kebesaran mu...........

Be With You

Music is not my life, cause I know I can live without music. But music tells the stories of my life, I choose music, not the other way round. As for the moments in my life I choose this song. Enjoy, coz I'm enjoying every word its says ; ). Yes dear, this song goes to you...

It's not always rainbow n butterflies...

I've not been here for quite sumtimes, I'm around but I dun feel like writing in here..but today..I guess I miss my spot here and here I am "bagai sirih pulang ke gagang"...

The only topic I'm gud talking at is always about life, and today is not an exception..life has been stable, I am doing ok and yes I'm fine...work related, interest related....many other things related, I am fine...I guess fine is good.

Soul? My soul has been quite clueless about what life will offer for the next month or year to come..but sumhow deep inside I know coming end Dec 09, life will be pretty busy n hectic..full of life, full of commitment, full of ideas, full of anticipation and excitement, full of it that I'm bit scared to face it. Next year will be a very hectic year for me, CH will soon venture into sumthing that is expected to offer him the passion of a long life career. I'm happy and glad for him, always praying that its the best for him and us..Ameen...

Line...this word just keep on lingering in my thoughts...I can't figure it out completely but have an idea of what line will soon be..it will be part of me, part of my life and my soul. In fact, it has always been. Yes, line.......you see I'm not an easily intepreted person..as simple as you can see is actually the complicated part of me. You dun have to love or care for me, cause I know if I love and care for you its gonna be more than enough to coat for us both. Too much love and care will get you intoxicated..haha!

Pain, ...it has not really gone, when the wheather is bad, this pain will slowly creep back to hurt every angle it cud, damn! But that's okay, I'm prepared for it, I'm used to it.

Thankfulness and Gratefulness : I'm still very much alive, able to contribute back to my family and society, able to perform supplication in a sane state of mind, healthy appetite, glowing skin, enjoying every single penny in a meaningful way, people still laugh around me etc n etc...wat more cud I asked?

Dear God, please forgive me for all the sins I've made...I've try to be a better person each day, and if I succeed is all becoz of you but if I fail, it's myself to be blamed.

Durian Feast

It’s that season of the year again. The season with unpleasant smell to some, but a delightful smell to others. For me and CH, it’s the best season of the year, a fiesta that has always been awaited for. Lucky for us, to share the same taste of madness towards this King of Fruits.

Last weekend, after a phone call from an Uncle ( we call him Chulan) who’s in charge of taking care the Durian orchard that belongs to the granddad of CH, we decided to went back to CH hometown and there begins the durian feast of the year.

Welcoming us is the great smell of Pengat Durian, Maksu homemade cooking is always difficult to turn away, and we enjoy the whole big bowl of Pengat Durian with of coz the glutinous rice.

Dinner is served with sambal tempoyak ( mind you the fresh flesh of durian meshed with chillies and anchovies) is a super addicted paste that can keep you wanting more and more…at the end you feel sinful to eat that much..owww…

I thot, that was the only durian feast ( besides that , we were served with continuous fresh durian peel straight from the orchard, the easiness of eating durian in Chulan’s place is like eating chips from a packet of Mister potato ( koyak, seluk and makan) , but breakfast on the next day is a surprise to me..Maksu is mashing the durian flesh with some sugar and flour…ohh and she’s is preparing a durian fritters…nyum2 is was simply delicious…ever wonder the taste with some vanilla ice-cream on top…marvelous!

There goes my weekend, spending time with love one ( accompany him to make him happy), fulfilling my duty and obligation as a wife and nurturing my natural taste bud…yes I’m a Durian addict…

My Career Shift...Big ???

I dream to do something more with my life and the right brain of mind have been pushing me into getting hers rights, so much that lately I've been very emotional with almost every aspect of my life.
I've got to channel my creativity and interest to do something that makes me happy and at the same time would be able to contribute income to support my daily needs.
All though trained in accounting by background I yield more in life, I love's number as it is the most accurate measurement for all achievement that I've achieved so far…Numbers in terms of my education line, my career line, my bank account saving, my age…yup I must admit that I'm a big fan of numbers...numerology yeah dat is so into me or i'm so into dat..erm?
Numbers and creativity do work hand in hand…they do skip together…they share the same journey…lately they cry together ???